The reason for my existence

Have you ever wondered? Well I just did. Although I think there's no time to go into it now - because there's currently some very pressing issues that need to be dealt with. Maybe I'll come back to that later. When time doesn't matter and I'm not hurrying to get stuff done.

That aside tommorrow's D-day for me. Yes, exams officially begin tommorrow and I don't know how i'm going to do. Really. All I can do is hope for the best ( I don't dare say pray because I haven't exactly been the best child in God's eyes lately. hai). After everything that has happened this semester, I'm thankful enough that I managed to get all my assignments done on time, found a house that I could move into, find time to work, clean up after everyone and everything + all those million of other gazillon things that have caused me a great deal of distress. Yes.

Perhaps, I've been taking my studies all too lightly this semester. All too lightly and I wonder if I'm going to be paying for it this time round. I hope not because it's too expensive a price, too expensive a lesson and I don't want anyone else but myself to have to pay for it. Yes. I'm frightened yet at the same time, I feel that I know my stuff. But it's law see. And law's subjective - I don't even know how I did for my assignment - which is worth 50% for tommorrow's exam. I'm already thankful enough, truthfully that I've done all my readings and churned out notes in time. I'm glad that at the start of the semester before the whole fiasco of my life begin, I put in effort to get my tutorials done. I'm glad I attended classes and kept up with my lectures. I'm glad I did all those things.

So I suppose maybe..I'm just going to go take my exams
Cross my fingers. Pray
Hope for the best
But let no one else be punished for my folly BUT me.

Wish me luck.