random muse

Yes. PMS has gone and disappeared BUT now, i'm paying for it. I'm being plagued by weight problems - ok ok. I hear the sniggering. But really. I've managed to put on one kg in one night. I don't know how, or wait actually I might. Blame it on my ice-cream, the huge coffees I have (note:it's just still once a day!), the jelly beans (those things are magic i tell you - i get buttered popcorn in a single one!and it's just 4 cals.), my fruit and nut tropical mix (that's a scam because they put chocolate bits inside, although there are nice chocolate ones), the biscuits, and my insatiable appetite. I really don't know what's wrong. It could be because I'm stressed and there's really not much to do except that when I'm at home and studying, trying to keep awake. Oh and I just discovered that I might be allergic if I have too much salt - like I feel my eyes getting poofy and watery. Now, please let me have an allergy to refined sugar.

I had a conversation with my colleague yesterday afternoon - it was about the ethics of what we were doing. She wasn't really happy with what was going on and it kinda brought up stuff that happened to me last year. There was the whole thing about having to earn money to save for weddings, houses, and blah blah blah. Which ultimately, wait apparently justified the fact of taking away someone else's customer because well, you earn more with the commission. Bah.

I think it doesn't. I think it's not worth it. I decided then after being soooo upset about it that if they want to take my customers they can - there's just too much other things that I need to be worried about. like my weight for example or school. I'm so glad that I don't have a wedding/a house/a car or any of those things to think about. It's too much to bear when I'm hardly 21.

That point noted - i'm getting incessantly unhappy with my job, the "supposed" perks and all those political (stick in the ass) relationships that apparently everyone is trying to get into. Ba. Boo. SINGH. Oh did i mention as well, that last week some indian called in to threaten about calling into the ACCC (australian consumer credit something), because his compatriots on the otherside of the world said it wasn't their fault but ours -

too bad for him. I told him to "be my guest".
Because call, and see if you've even got a case
Call and see if they understand you.

I don't like to help people who aren't nice and rude.

I'll like to be wealthy and see the world.