why?

Why is it that you can't stay skinny if you don't exercise?
Why is it that once you stop exercising you become fat?
Why is it that when I stop gymming for one day I start to feel fat between my thighs?
Why is it that I'm so hungry today?
Why is it that I'm craving something - just that I can't put my finger on what it is?
Why is it that we must run out of things to say?
Why is it that some people pretend?
Why is it that I can't him every other day?
Why is it that I keep feeling I need a holiday?
Why is it I've run out of things to write?
Why is it that Singapore is 8 hours away, my bed is 8 hours away, warm weather is long long time away?
Why is it that I can't have this and that?
Why is it that Starbucks closes at 11?
Why is it that coffee is so 4 bucks and not 80 cents?
Why. Why. Why?

someone kill me first because, torts is killing me.
Killing. Like murdering. playing with my mind. playing with the concept that I can't articulate myself properly.

sometimes i wonder when this pain will end.

one pimple. two pimples. three. and so it goes all over again.