still in melancholy

It just transpired today that you know actually, the notion of "m-i-s-s-i-n-g" is actually a very abstract concept. I mean like what exactly is "m-i-s-s-i-n-g" someone, somebody, some people. Is it missing something about that person, or people in particular, is it simply just a feeling that you cannot articulate? It's strange.

At the moment though, I wished I didn't remember how to miss.
Coz' i think it hurts too freaking much.

On another note though - look at what time has done to my pretty tulips.