Second Last Day

Well this is officially the second last day of my holidays, and so, how time flies. Everyone's left now except for Bel and Leonard who has beaten me at my own late game. ha. Oh well.

Like I've mentioned so many times before, it's been a good holiday. Fantabulous one. I had such a great time and I've got so many photos to put up that I think I'm going to spend the better part of my first week back uploading all my photos online and perhaps, for the first time, I'll really have a permanent online photo album, for all the gazillon memories I have. It'll be beautiful. I guess that makes good sense, whilst I pack the mountain of belongings I have, I'll be uploading photos online at the same time. It'll be fun and oh yes, thanx guys - I'm not going to be that scared any longer.

I'm just going to deal with uncertainty one step at a time. I'm going to like slap it in the face and tell it to go away. Ha. Stupid thing.

But then I suppose going to Australia and being alone is all about uncertainty. You can never plan what might happen the day after today. Unlike being back home, you know day in day out, it tends to just be like that. For me, it is a comforting thought. It gets boring sometimes, but really, when you think about it, routine's fine. Surprises, can be hard to deal with sometimes. But then, I suppose it's what makes it exciting. It's what that's going to make this year even more exciting than the last (said it too many times i think -shrugs-. ha). I'm starting to get excited about all the new stuff that I'm going to learn. Abnormal psych with Nellie (i promise i won't come running suffering from medical students' disease!), there's going to be property and torts (I kinda am a tad afraid of torts being like crim, but there's property that'll hopefully save it!). I'm truely truely not excited about churning out essays, but I'm excited that I'm one step closer to becoming a knowledgable lawyer. Ha. Then of course, being in Melbourne there's the huge amount of ice-cream that's going to avaliable, especially when you're not feeling too good about yourself or well, just life in general. oh of course, not forgettting the best hargow in the universe. Ha.

This year, there's also going to be the "moving to the city" thing. Whee. I'm closer to my cousin (i think she's going to have nightmares already!shucks). There's also someone else that I can look forward spending time with. I like. ha. There's work. There's meeting a whole ton of people. There's meeting up with the old. Rhea!!!!!!!!!!!!. I think I want to play frisbee (babe!!I might have to drag some people out though to play coz' i'm not good.) and swim alot too. There's the Melbourne marathon that I want to train for so that I'll be fit and ready for Stand Chart. and perhaps another "Bay in the day" adventure (Leonard..please don't scream...I promise I'll get myself in shape first!). Then, there's tennis and badminton (cousin cousin cousin!). Perth, Gloria coming, my auntie coming to visit. and now, i'm fully qualified to hop into any avaliable car and drive. AHHHH. doesn't it sound even more exciting than when I first talked about heading back to Melbourne. Wheee.

And perhaps, somewhere whilst reading my babbling above, it may seem that leaving this time is easy. Read my past entries and this time, it appears that I'm happiest leaving. Uh ah. Wrong. Constant leaving doesn't make it any easier. It doesn't desensitise you to the whole notion of saying goodbye, dropping everything one more time. really, it doesn't. It doesn't for me anyway. Because, each time I leave, I'm leaving something different. A different holiday. I leave a whole host of new friends made, of new experiences, of being comfortable where I am, once again. It's also because I know that each time I leave, I go away knowing that things wouldn't be the way that I remember them to be when I say goodbye this time around. But I suppose, it's what makes it exciting, it makes me treasure what I've learnt each time a whole more. It's all this huge cycle. -shrugs- what to do, it's about following through with the choice I made 3 years ago.

2 Tim 1:7 - For God have not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, and of love, and a sound mind.Thanx Becky.

In another news, my house looks like I've got a computer business set up and running. There's wires all over the place coz' I'm doing all sorts of possibly, illegal things (shh!) that I think the wires themselves have cordoned off an area just for themselves. Ha. Thank God my parents are not home now. Or rather, thank God I'm the only one home coz' you can't do these things when there's 6 people home at one time. Even more so when there are 3 accident prone people. Too dangerous. It'll be catastrophic. Ha.

So it's back to packing my stuff... AHHH. it's not alot left..but it's still alot la. Oh and i've got a flooble board now. It's pop-up though. Just gotta click something on the left that says, "Flooble me.ha."

Cheerios.