The end

It's over. Yups. It's all over. Now, strangely despite having look forward to this day since the beginning of the year, there isn't much joyfulness (albeit, the temporal-ness of that feeling a few silly hours ago), there's just this feeling of aimlessness and nothingness. It's strangely come to this end. This whole school year. I'm trying to reflect on it, but I realise that the amount of things that require reflection is insurmountable.

However, I must say though that I really appreciate everything that has happened throughout this exams. It wasn't the easiest exams to go through simply because of the many things that have happened throughout this period of time. Of course, there was the inescapable - resurfacing of him, and then there was the fact that I really missed home and I really felt that I had two million other better things to do than have to take silly exam papers. There was also the issues of my weight and the breakouts on my skin. There was the fact that I couldn't play hockey because of transport constraints. I just simply had the hardest time concentrating. I just really wanted to go home.

Many thanks I must say to those who always never failed to say "go, go, go yan!"

Still though, I'm thankful that it's all come to an end. There's so many different aspects to life. After each semester alone, I learn more. There are the things I have learnt about the people around me. The things that I've learnt about myself. The things that I've learnt about work. The things that I've learnt about school. The things that I have accomplished in this last year being here. The old-new friendships that are once again formed (yan1, this is you!).

So yes now, it's finished. C'est tout.

Just looking forward to going home. In one measly week. Enjoy the company of my granny and sis. Time to head back now.