Idio-synchratic tendencies

One problem after two semesters of endless nights worth of mugging, hours worth of reading, trudging to and fro from uni 5 to 6 days a week with a heavy bag, frequent sleepless nights is that it leads to a culmination of a person's inability to tolerate even the littlest things. Ok, wait add to that list of things lethargy, aching feet and enough sleep debt to last a lifetime.

Anyhow, I realised that I really simply hate making small, pleasant talk, especially, ESPECIALLY after a sleepless night. It's just how you feel that you lack the energy to do anything, all the pre-breakfast energies that you have is being focused onto trying to force your body outta bed, to go to the loo, shower and brush your teeth, without killing yourself or getting involved in any accidents in that whole process.

and really, it's not JUST any type of small talk. It's those type of conversations that every single person runs away from - those type of conversations that comments are made to elicit responses. Responses that you really don't want to make because you really have no energy to do so and everything in you is thinking about that cup of caffeine's that calling out your name. You guys know what I mean.

It's not that I hate those particular class of persons that attempts to fill that supposed awkward space with nice and pleasant conversation [i mean of course, unless i explicitly say that I hate you!]. I would just appreciate it if it was at a more appropriate time and not to elicit some sort of response [read: jealously, envious-ness etc.] well - unless i am given a huge, good cup of caffeine before I allow indulgence of any form.

Tah. I hate psychological referencing.