So now how?

I might get into so much trouble for talking about this...but now, as of the moment I'm raving mad. I'm darn pissed. I feel so darn cheated that if it wasn't for the money, I would immediately quit my job and not want to work any longer. Really. I know it's such a small deal and everything - and that i'm just being such a bitch complaining about things like this, but really...after all the work I put in, I think I deserve to get that sale placed under my name. It's just not fair. All that talk about being fair and that each person would get credit for the work he/she puts in has now, all gone down the drain.

I was that close to being BRAINWASHED. completely. absolutely brainwashed.

Oh boy. I'm such a fool. The good thing though is that I discovered it early and I would no longer trust my colleagues to provision my customers for me - I would no longer tell my customers that it's ok to come back on a day when I'm not working - I'm being selfish. But I can't help it. It's hard and it sucks. What happened just killed my motivation totally. Don't think I should be working today any longer.

I think perhaps from today onwards./.. i'll just not give a damn about anything. and just be selfish me because there isn't anyone that it seems that I can really trust here.