of espresso shots and gay men

I sit and stare from a distance,

of the rain falling through the trees

of the sun breaking through the clouds.

I try and remember how beautiful that brief moment is,

like home - I breathe.

I yearn to take in every sight and sound

Every single smile of all my friends

the hugs and the hellos

my dad's morning routines

my mum's booming voice

my sisters' "shucks, do i really have to wake up now?"

because like now,

i fall back on these things

when everything's spinning around.

The internet in my house ain't working. So that's why there's been no news about my law paper at all. It went alright...just so to say...I had a wonderful day today and

I'm camping out.

JING TIAN BU HUI JIA.