It's been JUST another week

What have I accomplished this week? Honestly, I've accomplished nothing except eating alot, sleeping and I don't think there's anything else that's really worth mentioning. I've had a hard week (self-professed), and I'm stuck in this rut which I desperately need to get outta off because it's 12 days to the exams and I'm not prepared. Oh I'm so not prepared. Something's missing in life at the moment - something's missing. something really is.

Wish you had just told me to give it up. Wish you had not made that promise to me. The disappointment would be easier to bear.

I wish for a better week. For something worthwhile. For a day when I can just sit in a coffee place and dream. Just stare. Just sip and be independent.

Independence. Go where ever I want. I need that. I desperately do.