One more weekend

" A man asked his dying friend if he was worried about dying, and the friend said no. WHY? because he had spend his whole life worrying about things that never actually did or would happen."

Anxiety anchors us to the world. That's what Pastor Brownless told us this morning at service. And as much as I hate to admit that it's true, I know it is. Each time I become worried about the assignment thats gonna be due next week, or about whether I'm going to pass my next test, about how messed up contract and my french is, I forget about God.

I forget about his promises, a good day becomes a bad one. Even though each and every day is a beautiful one. I start concentrating on the bad stuff and I can't give a 100% when I do my work.

Although, I do know that it's easy not to worry. Especially the important things, the things that you feel that you ought to have some form of control, some form of assurance over..even more so when at that point of time it means the world to you.

AND I'M SUCH A WORRY-WART TOO.

I was just thinking back, and I realised that the happiest times of my life has been those when I was able to really commit all the worries I have to God, all the disappointments to God - Or when I was so busy till I just had to push on and had the ability to forget about everything else. Those times were the best. The carefree times.

SO I'M JUST SIMPLY GOING TO TRY.

John Mayer.."Back To You"
Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

I'm so good at forgetting
And I quit ever game I play
But forgive me, love
I can't turn and walk away

Back to you
It always comes around
Back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
With your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
If it's the last that I'll see of you
It's the least that you
Could not do

Leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
Leave the light on
For me too

Back to me
I know that it comes
Back to me
Doesn't it scare you
Your will is not as strong
As it used to be

Keep holding on. Because, I believe too that the best comes to those who are willing to wait. So hang in there. It'll come. It sucks to be in that place..I know..because I'm waiting too.