Don't make promises you can't keep.

The turning point

Today I had my first cuppa since I got back to Melbourne. I've managed to keep the cravings under control till today when exhaustion got the better of me. It was too long a day, it started at 9 and ended at 7.30. I simply couldn't handle it. But i'm glad it's over. Tommorrow's like that again. But I know i'll be alright...at least I don't have too much free time in between and that's wonderful.

Just thought I'll let you all know that I'm alright now..thank you for all the encouragement. Really. Really. It was comforting..and Becky dear, thanx for the reminder...sometimes you just forget when you start dwelling on your thoughts and circumstances instead of looking at the bigger picture.

See the problem started when I started acknowleging the fact that if I was back home, things would be different. I wouldn't have to be alone so much. As much as it's nice and all to be able to have some time alone...too much of it gets you thinking at times. I figured that I'll probably never really be able to make too good friends being in uni. But that's ok.

Anyhow, back to contract.

take care ya'all.