Changing

As anyone who has been reading have already noticed...I decided that my blog layout needed a change...so I did. I'm going to personalise it on those school days when I'm absolutely bored and have got nothing to do, till then I like it this way. Bright, but perhaps with some hints of sadness here and there.

I'm flying back to melbourne one day earlier than expected. I think there's something really really wrong with me but all of a sudden I don't want to say my goodbyes, I don't want to leave just yet. I feel as if I was shortchanged by a day. An extra day of holiday, but more so an extra day of kopi-peng, of having weather that I'm just starting to get used to. Sucks. But oh well. I know I was telling a completely different story just a few weeks ago.

I don't wanna leave yet coz' I haven't done all that I want to do. Seen all the people I want to see even if it was just for one last time. I would give anything for just 5 minutes. Really. Anything. Suddenly it is incomprehensible, really and it's driving me crazy. On one hand I know it's a futile hope, no the other I really carry that hope. It simply doesn't work out really.

perhaps it's really really time to go.
but i don't want. really. not yet.