6 Hours after

Hello hello everyone. I'm back in Melbourne and it's really really warm at the moment. Hot and there's no ventilation in my room either. So yea..i kinda wouldn't mind having my aircon room back for now, at least till winter comes right anyway.

I'm supposed to be really tired now because effectively I haven't slept in 2 days. But I'm not. I suppose I am still trying to adjust...I don't know. I miss home now though. I really do. I sat on the plane trying to hold back the tears by trying to think about something happy being in Melbourne and nothing came. Nothing. Totally nothing. Everything I thought about, I traced back to home. I thought about council, becky, mon...all home. Makes not crying even harder.

Can I really not let you go? Because I really don't want to.