I know why now

I know why I'm feeling depressed, useless and devastated.

1. Gloria's leaving. [ ok, ok I know, she's going to be closer now..but still... ]
2. I had expectations out of this holiday, but I have yet to accomplish anything
- Haven't played hockey
- Haven't got my pay
- My guitar skills still suck as ever. [ Joel, i actually i reckon you're guitar skills are alot
better than mine now ]
- Still haven't learnt sign language
- Haven't gone to Mambo....yet
- Haven't met up with Leow, Dax, Jon...either have I gone for coffee with Mon.
3. My dad's amazing and I wish I was a bit more like him.
4. I'm becoming dumber the more I study.
5. I'm scared I'm not going to pass my Basic Theory Test...then I can't take driving lessons :(
6. I think i'm a very terrible friend.

What selfish and frivalous reasons. See, i can't even spell frivalous.
Joel, you can do that Ross-thing.
Maybe if the sun comes up tomorrow I'll be better. I'm praying that they'll find a Singaporean. Please Please Please.

** I meant I'll try to be happy single for a very long time.