Frozen Bananas

Sorry I haven't been blogging anything substantial these couple of days. I don't know whether I can be considered with the stuff I'm doing. I'm supposed to be caught up in the midst of all the exams, the fuss about it all. Complaining about the amount that I've gotta study and how hard that i'm NOT studying. But I'm not. I think I'm procrastinating.

I think i'm lost in another world, a world of my own really. Exams are getting really draggy. Long and winding. Really. Exams that span 3 weeks used to only happen once in a long while..like prelims, O and A levels. But now I'm being confronted with it every semester. It's so easy to get lost in it all. To hide behind the busisness and do nothing else but sit and stare at the computer, making notes and reading. It makes for the best excuse to run away from ya responsibilites. I realise that. It's as if I'm living life day by day and I don't like that. It's like I wake up everyday just thinking how to get through the day, to survive till dinner, to watch good TV in the evening, to cook. I'm starting to feel that life is pointless. This day to day living thing.

Perhaps, maybe it's just a temporal feeling and it'll go away [just coz' it's the exams]. I hope it does. Because it sucks to just live day by day. It sucks to feel caught up in some sort of boring routine that you don't enjoy. It's easy to get lost in a make-believe world.

Anyhow, frozen bananas are yum. Yups. Throw them into the freezer at breakfast and have them for dessert at dinner. They taste like sorbet. Really. So if someone comes up with anything like that, charging you 4 bucks for banana sorbet..remember you heard it here first. and Yan is willing to make you some for free ok?=)

Back to work again. Legal Process 1100 tommorrow.
Luo po: You'll have a happy ending. Forget miss lavringe k?

Joy is the magic and stillness that stand on the threshold of every moment, the experience of giving and living fully, without expecting anything in return. Because joy knows no rules, it isn't afraid to be imperfect, and it can surprise us even in the darkest places.

- Maria Housden, Hannah's gift.