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Through it all you'll stay,

as you said.

Through it all you'll hold me in your arms

and catch me if I should fall.

And for this promise, I'll rise above the storm,

Never fearing. Never failing

Living a life worthy of your Name.

Thank you Brian. Thank you Joel. Thank you Darren. Thank you Mon. And thank you, to everyone else who gave by to give me hand and help along the way. I totally forgot I wrote the above, till I was flipping through my journal today. It seems that I always miss noticing the hands that God has sent to help me along the way. Rock bottom doesn't seem so low when I remember the people God has sent to me. Pastor Ian said today that we're all a team, Sixian said it's important to be unified as a team and the "40 days to a purposeful life" book had a lesson that advocated the importance of a team. So many reminders today, I couldn't possibly neglect it and miss the point, can I?

The previous entry wasn't about argument. It was about me wanting to be treated as an adult, but I suppose I wasn't exactly acting like one. I had to blog it down, because I couldn't speak to anyone if I was feeling frustrated. What went through my mind throughout the whole period of time was that rocket-high standards shouldn't be expected outta me because my mum occasionally, in her absent-mindedness would do the exact same things as well. But it made sense today in Pastor Ian's message [At least what I got outta it] that the standard I'm trying to achieve isn't what is set or shown by mum, my dad or anyone else, but it's the standards that my Father in Heaven has set out for me. In the respect, it's nothing less than perfect. So I'm in no position to feel mad.

Later. Made dinner. Gotta check.