Honey Oats

Today, I wished I made a mistake in predicting the weather. Today, I woke up feeling as if I might catch a fever. Today, I woke up 15 mins late and couldn't do my quiet time. It rained hard today, hard. It stormed hard too. There was thunder, loud booms, that well almost shook the walls of the lecture theatre. The weather seemed to reflect how I felt today. Confused. and alot, alot of other emotions. I felt a whole torrent of them today.

Fear, yes I'm frightened about my law exams. I still am. I'm afraid of not making it.

Confused, because suddenly the future seemed to have became a blur.

Happy, coz' I had good cake and coffee.

Feverish, cannot decide whether it's hot or cold.

One minute i'm shivering, and another i'm breaking out in cold sweat.

Maybe i'm just tired, really tired. But i've gotta work. Gotta work hard. Because I can't fall behind. Because i've gotta do things to the best of my abilities. Because I've been given a chance that not many others would get. Because I'm trying to live each day as if it's the last day of my life, so that I would be accountable to God when he comes unannounced.

Coffee. cake. Honey oats. Everything sweet. Drives me nuts.

But thanx for caring enough.