Bushed
4 days since I last blogged. How time flies. I thought the last time I blogged was but 2 days ago maybe? I don't know. What I do know, however, is that I've been really tired this week. I don't know what's taking and sapping all my energy off me, but I'll just wake up and feel sleepy and hungry all over again in 2 hours. Not many things that I can attribute this tiredness too much longer...but there is this possibly that I could just be terribly frightened of the coming exams. I reckon that that's a more than half probability.
Yes, I'm terribly frightened about having to take my law exams. scared stiff really. It sucks that it's a make or break thing. All the assignments that i've been doing related to law haven't returned a good grade. I suppose, not as good as I would have liked it to be. Yes, there are doubts suddenly, issues suddenly about law is right. I'm enjoying myself...but does enjoyment equate to success? I don't reckon it does, but they're in some way related to one another. I don't know. I'm too tired to even think.
God was so good in worship last night though. He pulled the whole worship together, gave everyone this strength that possibly couldn't have been found elsewhere. Because the team that greeted me at 5 in the evening yesterday, was a team that was all beated and bushed. He pulled us all through though. Worship was great. The team held together great. Can't possibly thank him, or thank them enough. What's worship without ya team?
sick. this is sick. i need to wake myself up.

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