One full circle

It's been another week. it's saturday again. i got through this silly week. yups. phew. it's the 11th of September today..been 3 years since the disaster on the twin towers in new york happened. it's strange how time flies, how we are once again reminded that there are things that we really ought to take for granted. peace for example is one.
I wonder though, 10 years down the road, on the 10th anniversary of the bombing..would it still be such a clear, distinct memory. ?
I wonder if by then the world would be in such chaos that all these would be a common occurrence?
I hope the issues would be sorted out soon, because if things get any worse, then i reckon maybe in time to come, it'll become so commonplace that we would all at least know someone who's lost someone because of these reasons.

i don't think this world needs this really. it could be that what the world needs now is "love, sweet love." A big pot of magical potion that is made up of love, tolerance, patience and prayers.

Onto less important things. I managed to get through yesterday without having to turn on my computer, and i reckon it's coz' i was too busy trying to think of ways to get rid of the flab that has decided to form around my hips. I learnt a new fact in cosmo this morning..and that is that raw veggies causes bloatedness, especially around the tummy area. It was a really irreconcilible issue for me, because the fact that the nutritionists has been constantly advocating the rich nutritional content of having vegetables raw, there's no way that all the girls out there would want to fill bloated right?? it's strange really.

Leonard and Bel thinks i'm insane lah. they get a nutritional fact everytime i see them.

I met a new friend this week. his name is JOEL. it's a strange small world. he's in my psych class, but in the same sociology class with Bel, used to be hall-mates with Leonard and he's neighbours with one of my primary school friends, who's now in ngee ann doing Mass Com with my best friend. haha. and another primary school friend whom i haven't seen for ages till a Chinablack night out with my luo po, did i bump into him again. so yes, doesn't really question the one full circle bit right?? haha.

strange, small world really. oh well i could deal with that. i'll handle it.

I miss my mummy and daddy. MUMMY AND DADDY!!!I miss you! i woke up feeling this way. it's a whole sense of deja vu. it's strange. i was tucked under my qulit and the run was pouring outside and the first thing i really wanted to do was to go find my parents to give em' each a hug for being so absolutely super, duper fabulous, great parents. I reckon that it's really good to have people lord over you, because having that means having someone to watch your back for you. it's good to think about it really=)

I decided that i'm going to let nature take it's course. if i'm going to turn out different at the end, then so be it. maybe i'm being prepped up for the next part of my life. as DANIEL and his friends were. i like yesterday's bible study. =)

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Later in the night...

"Hey you!"
"Yes, you..."
who has been sniggering whenever i say...coz' i've been wanting to do this for a little long time..

i don't really care about what you might think anymore, you can look down on me, belittle me all you want..i don't care. I'm not sorry that i'm doing law because it's been my dream and it's not because i want to change the world, fight for the oppressed and those sorta trash...because how many people actually get to do that anymore. check your figures please, before you criticise me.

I'll do whatever i can when the time comes and the opportunity arises, i don't have to prove any thing to you. Because the sad fact is..YOU DON'T MATTER and you can kiss my a**. It's not by coincidence that i'm where i am, and doing what i'm doing...i'm here because i've got a purpose, there's a plan for me. a greater bigger one..that YOU..yes YOU..wouldn't be able to comprehend. so just don't try really.

you might end up crying with ya nose stuck in mud. and when if happens, should it happen..
YOU wouldn't even have one ounce of sympathy. "
BAH.