Learning, Learning....and Still Learning. all over again maybe?

Today was the first day of my one week break. and time sure is flying past..okay wait, maybe it ain't flying..it's zooming past. Yups. Tommorrow's going to be tuesday and the day after wednesday..then thurs, friday, sat and sun..then it's back to uni...the same thing's going to happen for the next 3 weeks and soon exams would be here and i'll be going home soon. I'll like to tell you all a secret though..I'm having such a good time now that there's this part of me that wished that all these would go on forever. The house is becoming nicer to come home too, we're really making it our own now. I just put up a prayer chart in place for all 3 of us. Gotta start praying more. I reckon it's coz' we're now all learning to accept and respect each person's individual boundaries.

Christian, Darren and I just went insane today. We returned the trolley which they "took" off Bi-Lo..which meant we took a 45 min walk to Clayton..and it didn't feel like 45 mins at all coz' it was that much fun. Then after we walked for an hour to get my parcel from the post office that was terribly close to chadestone...i think the walks did all of us good=)

if only i can get the photos of my phone online..anyone know how?

Brian: i think what you wrote really made alot of sense. It's easy and really tempting to take a break from God when we're all just having a break. It's so tempting to spend time with God everyday. It's so easy to just forget about him.

that said and done though, i've learnt that i become even more tired when i'm not willing to take his hand that he has stretched out for me. I've been through the times when I felt that there's no one there for me, when no could comprehend and I don't like it. I'm scared to think if God decided one day to withdraw that outstretched hand. It's scary. My sense of foreboding that i've had for the last 2 weeks has dissipated i think..at least i don't feel it anymore. and i think the reason for it is that my duty of worship leading has been relieved. Darren swopped me for this week's session and suddenly that "feeling" just left. It happens everytime i have to, though now i'm coming down with a cough. There's just something thats always there that's tempting me to say "I can't do it this time."

But i reckon, it's all good to pray.

Just like to say. thank you so much for the lovely dinner.=)
Time for idol and ANTHONY *screams*