[ It]'s trying hard to be Spring, but it's not working..

what kinda thing would warrant that kinda statement?? what else, but melbourne's current weather. It's still freezing cold in the morning these days, bearable with just 2 layers, but still cold. there was a storm last night and i felt once again that the house might just collapse and fall. the weather can't make up its mind..it's raining now with the sun shining bright. a little strange because back home when that happens, everyone goes running for cover because firstly, the humidity would kill you and secondly, mother always said that you'll get sick being caught in that kinda rain. But in melbourne, it's the opposite. Everyone walks in the rain, we never really really feel the drizzles, only the storms call for umbrellas that don't help much in the wind.

The last time i tried telling someone that i was "this" glad, was when i was back home. Gloria knows. it's difficult trying to express the extent of ya feelings with ya fingers. Words and signs are meaningless sometimes. It's wednesday. the tiring week's over. assignment's thats due tommorrow is almost done, hopefully I wouldn't have to make any more changes with the stuff that i did. Today's sleep in day. could do with that. been dreaming so much of late. dreaming of home, assignments and ethical issues. i think the world is getting warped.

saw the pictures of mooncakes on STI today. it'll be nice if i could sink my teeth into some good ones from home. that'll be nice=) but i made my choice, so it'll be no loss. i reckon probably will be able to taste it again in say 6 years if all goes good?? or alternatively, would anyone like to put some in an airtight container and freeze it for me?? it'll be kinda neat..frozen. hees.

i don't wanna be,
anything other than what i've been trying to lately..
or do i??