What's a girl to do??!!

I'm totally sorry i'm not complaining again..ok then again maybe i'm not really that sorry..but anyhow i've got nothing to do. i've REALLY, REALLY got nothing to do! i've finished reading my law texts for next week, the legal process ones, my history sources, baked the coconut graham cookies [which turned out more that saccharine sweet], completed drawing out what i'm going to teach Jon tommorrow, done with my psych texts..ok then again maybe i've still got my history assignment due the week after next..but can i procrastinate a bit? i thought i haven't been doing enough work because the time i spent staring at the computer is sufficient to give me headaches, but for the time i spend reading, i still don't get any headaches. which isn't really suppose to be the case..BUT STILL...

i thought maybe a JOB could fill my time, but alas..it's hard to come by. i'm starting to be really convinced that maybe i'm one of those people that just doesn't have the niche for finding a job..not a job attracter really..HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW. so yes, i reckon that i don't have own social life either..coz' now Lavender's in my other group of friends too...i can't runaway. SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

ok yan, stop complaining..i think i've gotta be thankful that my friends back home are still exclusive to myself. it's such a selfish thought really..but i can't really help it. i don't want any links to that. but somehow or rather..i have this sick, inkling feeling that that's not going to happen. sighs.

bong. bong. bong.
should i feel bothered by the fact that i keep feeling that i'm being such a troublesome person by imposing??