We ought never to take music for granted!

i've come to the conclusion that it's one of those things that all of us ought never to take for granted and it's something that we all fail to realise until it's taken away from us. I'm always happy now for any form of new music..coz' i'm now in such music doldrums that i've even gotten sick of my burn CDs. which is the worse thing that could happen i reckon.

i'm feeling terribly sleepy today, but it's important that i get work done today. although i wonder how..i've eaten so much today that it's scary. Eating makes you sleepier than when ya starving. one of friends asked today if i was afraid of becoming diabetic, simply coz' my "sweet-tooth" reputation precedes me. which is rather strange..coz' it never was such a big deal when i was back home. BUT anyhow, yah i'm afraid..that's why i eat my chocolates, candy bars in alot of moderation. i reckon though it's because everytime i'm having lunch with them..i'm drinking coffee. haha. I reckon it's also coz' they haven't met anyone in their lives who've had the ability to have that much a love for coffee and enjoy drinking it so much. oh well.

Avril sings,"It's a damn cold night, trying to figure out this life, won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new..i don't know who you are..but i'm with you, why is everything so confusing..." yeah..i reckon..that my life has now entered into another stage of confusion. Being right in the middle of two friends ain't exactly the most enjoyable thing altogether..and even worse when one's [i reckon] have got a worrying OCD, and the other, who doesn't seem to be able to make up the mind.

so stuck in the middle...

i really wish for this moment that there was some form of guidelines, the priviledge to embarrass one's self from the situation..the same thing that practitioners do when they face ethical dilemnas. if only....