someone play me jazz already.

i've got so much stuff to write today. i wonder if i'll be able to write all of em' in. anyhow, i wish i had someone who'll play me jazz the whole day. if only i had some automaton who wouldn't stop. that would be so, so, sooo lovely=)

well surprise, surprise i got through the week in one piece. nothing broken. nothing spolit. in ONE big, fat lump. yups. got through worship, got a lift to clayton today in exchange for sponging Leonard's car for him whilst he sprayed it with soap. which wasn't too bad, in fact, i thought it was pretty fun because my fingers were so cold after that i couldn't feel them. haha. haven't washed a car in a while though. funny how i miss doing all these odd jobs..maybe it's coz' i'm an oddball too.

is having no social life a bad thing?

uni has all these ball things. multicultural ball, law ball, arts ball. everyone's asking me,"why don't you wanna go?you should come.it'll be fun!" There are 2 basic reasons why i don't go for this kinda things. first and foremost, there are alot of better things i could do with say 55 bucks..like shopping for example. coffee and ice cream would be nice too. imagine how much noven pick ice cream i would be able to own with 55 bucks and that's just for the ticket..for the dinner!! in simplest words..SIAO.
yes and secondly, i don't really have any reason to go for this kinda things. coz' i thought balls, dressing up for these things are meant to be left for special occasions. where buying a dress, doing ya hair, makeup is concerned. i mean that's why i went for founder's day, and would have gone for PROM if i was in Singapore. they're like special memorable occasions. besides, if it was meant for just socialising..i reckon i could do in school.

wine?that's what coles is for. anytime. anyday. probably be able to con someone into buying me a bottle too.

remember how yans used to say that she would just totally give up on love after the most recent fiasco of tears and heartbreak? someone please remind her that love's not worth so much pain and yes, my resolution too.

too painful, not worth the trouble ever ever. not even chocolate cake works out.

did i already mention that i hate being dependent on people. yes. i don't like it. i would walk 2 hours to walk to where i'm supposed to be if i had too. yes. and that's why i hate it when my new law assignment group makes it sound that being the youngest and international won't be anything but a BANE. goodness, i said i don't mind travelling but that doesn't include going to the city on a SUNDAY night, when i've got absolutely no way to go home. because hello this 19 year old can't drive for nuts and she's got no car either. i know you guys MIND giving me a lift home and i don't wanna bother my friends who i know would not mind giving me lifts. BUT IT SUCKS. ok so spare a thought for me.

if i could learn driving in a day.

can someone curse me and make me fall sick please? i don't like being on this "brink of falling ill" stage. it's sick. yes both literally and metaphorically. i can't breathe properly when i sleep coz' my nose is blocked, i've gotta go "hrmm" every other min coz' there's phelgm in my throat. yes, so i really would like to get sick and get it over and done with. if my body can read this, yes i'll appreciate it alot. if not, the person going to curse me, please do me the favour and do it on monday night coz' i've got an assignment due on monday.

green bean soup please. i hate missing.