Somebody save this world

i think this world is getting very warped, there are all these ethical considerations when conducting experiments BUT how where does all of that disappear to when it's for a lesser cause? There's a new REALITY tv show on Channel 7 called "swopping mums". and yes, they do that literally. 10 families swap mums for a week!! i think it's so insane and crazy. HELLO..ethical considerations. Ethics come under so much scrutiny when it comes to scientific experiments, but i think it gets thrown outta the window in the name of entertainment. I felt it was really absurd after watching the trailers of the show, disappointed too.
WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?

sad.

my darling finally emailed me. and it really, really made up day. it could have gotten alot worse, the day that is, but it got salvaged=) i'm in a little bit of a state of confusion today..it's as if a wrench got lodged into my biological clock. messing up the whole system of things. i think it's because i've been thinking too much, too much considerations. i thought i was a worrier, the one who worries unduly, all the time 24/7, but i think i've found someone else who is suffers from a worrying OCD. and it really irritates me silly. like worrier would try and balance everyone's thoughts and wants with worrier's own, but worrier has already made the decision. i always end up having pointless, polite conversations which is too much of a waste of time BUT i cannot get off the phone coz' it would be coming across as too insensitive. Worrier's super sensitive about these kinda things. sometimes it's as if worrier's of a lesser age than 22.

i can't put it across properly, but it does make me fustrated.

I haven't been that confused in a month. haven't felt so strange. some things just don't change.

yesterday you said we could get away
the day before i was alone like any other day
3 days ago i wrote this song just for you
would i ever get through to you??