Rojak

that is what i really feel like having now.

"Uncle, rojak with cucumber and yao char kuai only, extra chilli please, and no that's not enough."

it's what i'm craving for and what i'm feeling now.

Becky probably summed up what i felt in one single entry into her blog. She's got the gift of expressing what she feels down into tangible forms. That's why i admire her so much, and why she's so special. i think all the people that i regard as my closest friends are special. Because they bring that extra sunshine and colour into my life. so yes, i hope uni gets better for her soon. simply because, it sucks to have to go through all those feelings and it SUCKS even more to have to see your friends feel that sucky way.

i came to the end of another notebook today. i never could finish using a notebook till i started keeping a QT journal. and whenever that happens, it always meant the end of a chapter of some randomn part of my life and the beginning of another, somehow for the last 2 notebooks..it always coincided. this time however, i wonder what it means. i wish it was just simply of finishing a notebook and beginning on a new one. BUT, i don't think it's so. My QT journals documents my emotional highs and lows, but it was also filled with teensy, beautiful scribbles that my friends left me when they took occasional peeks into my books. the first notebook was completed at the end of J1..the second at the end of J2 and now this...i wish i could find the answer soon. i'll like that. just wonder which part though.

coz' friends are friends forever,
coz' the lord's the lord of them,
and a friend will not say never,
coz' the welcome will not end,
though it's hard to let you go, in the Father's hands we know,
that a lifetime's not too long... to live as friends.