I KNEW IT

haha, when i posted my last entry last night, i could almost hear EVERYONE saying, " Yans, enough already! after 4 months in australia and you're still obsessed about your weight!" well, yes Yans' still the same. i'm still terribly obssessed about my weight and i think i'll continue to be until i hit the 50 kg mark, or at least till i can eat a whole block of chocolate without feeling gulity! yups..and NO i'm not anorexic, or bulimic or anything for that matter, because i still eat like a pig [substantial, substantial amounts- gloria don't snigger!!], i don't make myself throw up after dinner, all i do is just go on feeling gulity for the next 2 million days or at least till i go for my next run..OBVIOUSLY, you can't eat, throw up and go and run, YOU'LL faint, even crazy people know that!!!

and yes on the topic of running, i went for a really short run today to make use of the sun, coz' it was really really warm today, ok wait warm is an understatement, i should say HOT, all 17 degrees of winter weather..it was insane..it was stifling, suffocating and insanely HOT..HOT..HOT
[for all those who are reading this back home, i know you all would give anything for 17 degrees weather..BUT it was really, really HOT..i thought i would have died, got heat stroke or something to say the least]

went down to the caulfield race course today, just wanted to have a look at the exam venue, give myself a peace of mind because i know how anxious i can be before a paper, i just had to go down and have a look. the place is terribly pretty though, no kidding, it's utterly scenic, i reckon it's even nicer than how the kranji racecourse is..i assumed that the building would be imposing, jutting out from above the caulfield campus, but it wasn't. i couldn't even see it from afar, it was as if the racecourse was sitting atop a land all on it's own. it gives you the peace that people are trying to find in busy, cosmopolitian melbourne. IT's VERY peaceful. i'm rather excited to take my exams now..it sounds insane. but there's so many things to look forward to=)

- if only. if only. if only. -