7 more days..will it come already???!!

i woke up this morning and hid beneath my quilt, didn't dare look at my window, in case i was greeted with rain and the dark grey clouds that are associated with it. it takes me THAT much guts to open my eyes and look at the window these days, so much so that ya prayer before i open my eyes has become commonplace. that's how much the weather affects me these days, i always look forward to a bright, sunny day because it's the only thing that i will and can look forward too. i know i'm making a BIG issue outta me..but seriously when ya in place thats cold..you only want the sun. so YES, coz' of the weather report last night, i was bracing myself for a really cold, wintry and wet day..c'mon hail's even predicted on wednesday. BUT God not only held the rain, he held it for me to go for a run, and now though 3/4s of the sky is covered in dark clouds, the sun's over the roof of my house..i'm giving thanks.
Afterall, if GOD says no rain, who can go against him right?=)

well yes, it's monday already. the week went by painfully slow. i think this week's going to be better though. the rain can come for all it's worth BUT i don't really care anymore, not now anyway. i'm going home that's why..i've got a law paper tommorrow, i'm looking forward to it, but i'm a little apprehensive at the same time. BUT there's nothing much i can do about it anyhow..simply put just TRUST and GO.

i finally remembere the predecessor to all the going home songs.................................

somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight,
someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer,
that we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

and even though i know how far apart we now
it helps to think that we might be sleeping underneath the same big star
and when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
it helps to think we might be sleeping underneath the same big sky.

ok. yes. enough nostalgia.
back to psych.