DRIED APRICOTS, DRIED SOUR PLUMS, DRIED PIECES OF GUAVA, ORANGE PEEL!!!!!!!!!THEY'RE SUCH A LUXURY HERE

well guess what..as much as the rain a lousy history lecture tried to dampen my spirits, god stood out victorious in the end! not only did the sun come out the minute i got home and was ready to go for a run, i managed to get my psych essay outline out..now who says god doesn't intervene?!!huh!!

i decided that i'm not going to really care about that screwed my history lecturers or tutors of mine any longer..they can go ahead with their obnoxious ways of thinking and teaching, and eventually end up ruining the entire uni's asian civilisations history department, if the uni doesn't realise it, it's their loss.. all these people..no matter how much research they do, thesis or papers they write, how much they travel will never be able to really comprehend the culture of a place that they are so foriegn too, like how i'll probably never be really able to comprehend how the australian system works..i do try however. IT's their loss though, if they're so set on their ways of thinking, creating lines that divide what's right and wrong ever so clearly.. they eventually can't blame anyone but themselves..so seriously they're DIGGING THEIR OWN DARN GRAVE!

in any case, i'm going home in a month..i'm not going to let them dampen my spirits..or my desire to excel in my exams..both their opinions and them might as well just disappear and vanish before my eyes..because it's just so disappointing to have to deal with lecturers with doctorates and professorships in their fields of study, but yet teach the subject with utterly no passion, no sense of pride whatsoever..hmph. IMBECILES

- cheesecake. i'm going to bake some when i get home-