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Well another saturday is going to be over soon..i reckon it's going to turn down in about half an hour..and which effectively means i only managed to experience about 3 hours of sunlight today..haha yups coz' i woke up at 2! i know..i'm so lazy right? but i really cannot help it..when the sun doesn't come up all you ever feel like doing is sleep..it's rather gloomy..it's kinda like having nothing except rain back home for a whole month or something..i just realised how much the sun affects my mood
but you know what..everytime this kinda weather comes round, it always get me in that reflective mood..it seriously does..i JUST realised yet again that after all the things i've experienced and all the things i've gone through in the past 3 years..I STILL have not yet grown up as much as I would like to be..I'm still stuck thinking about my old sec 4 class, still thinking about council and AC, still thinking about my ex-boyfriends..what do you reckon that means?? I know it's not too good to always be stuck in the past, but i think you tend to always think about the past as a well of motivating yourself to press on..i don't know..
I still miss everyone alot, i still miss that one particular person even more whom i would not name..trust me, it's so difficult not having anyone close for that occasional hug that you need..BUT i made the choice ~shrugs~

-how long is the road, how long is the ride, how long is the darkness till we get to light, go easy on me coz' i already know, no matter the distance, i'll stay on the road to ya heart- Corinne May